My Roller Coaster Love for You.

Sometimes I just wonder
why did I love you?

Did I love you
For your charming hazel eyes?
Or because your lack of care I feel you have for you and I?


Did I love you
For your sweet and sexy face?
Or I just love the way you purposely had me on a chase?

Did I love you
For your un-resistable innocent smile?
Or is it just because you only allow me to see you every once and a while?

Did I love you
For your funny acting ways?
Or is it just because I feel like I wanna be with you everyday?

Did I love you
Because together we always have fun?
Or is it just because you want allow me to feel like we will ever turn to be one?

Did I love you
For your spotty kindness?
Or is it just because I hate to feel the loneliness?

Did I love you
For your gentle tender touch?
Or maybe because you never love me enough?

Did I love you
For your lack of giving attention?
Or is it just because you try by all means
to tell me your blueprint and intentions?

I think you only tell me what you know I want to hear.
for every time we sat in the car late night and discussed the same topic that ended with me leaving, mentally unclear and full of fear.

Did I love you
For you make me feel so un-secure?
Or is it because every now and then, for weeks and sometimes months you would disappear

Did I love you
Because with you I always feel so right?
Or is it because even when you made me feel high as a kite, I knew you would shoot me down by the end of the night?

I will probably never be able to figure out why I loved you
No, It's not just that, it's not just this
I just loved you
Because simply you are YOU!